feeling a bit sentimental lately, Slimmy. i celebrated your forty ninth in silence, careful not to let the anguish show through. i'm getting pretty good at that you know ~ suppressing the negative to focus on the positive. i often reminisce about the happy times now, leaving the tumultuous past behind. you appear in my dreams, calming the chaos. i still need you, Slim. i need to know you still love me.
